I don’t know if it’s normal or not but I feel really stuck right now. Kayak mandeg, mandeg. I don’t achieve anything nor growing. I feel like I just do my job karena I need money — kayak labor pada umumnya. Ini kali ya yang dibahas Marx soal alienasi. I feel really lost and empty.
I don’t mean to brag.. ini juga bukan yang bisa dibanggain.. tapi there’s something inside me yang selalu pengen..
Ga jadi anyinggg gue liat Jeno posting foto di bawah bendera and I feel so much fucking alive. Funny to realize how kpop affect my life this much.
:// tapi ya gpp a small reason to live is still a reason to live, no?
22 May 2022. 22:14 besok senen and that’s it.
bonus foto jeno:
